Monday, February 23, 2015

AN AUDIO EXCERPT FROM "THE CURTSY"

                                                                   

In the link below, my husband, who has had some extensive acting experience (but who here goes unnamed, by request... shy guy that he is), reads an excerpt from The Curtsy at my Soundcloud page... In this passage, heroine Rayna Kisley meets the alluring mystery man who brings her to her knees.

https://soundcloud.com/regina-winewater/the-curtsy-by-regina-winewater

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

AN EXCLUSIVE EXCERPT FROM "THE CURTSY: PART 1"

Below is a passage from The Curtsy by your humble authoress, Regina Winewater.

Described by one reviewer as "Fifty Shades of Grey rewritten by Jane Austen," The Curtsy is a serialized novel from New Romantic Press. Part one of the series, entitled Golden Girl Thwarted (excerpted here), is now available on Amazon.com on Kindle or in paperback

                                                     

THE CURTSY

  Something about the sight of the man caught Rayna up short from the start.

  His very presence presented a paradox of sorts. His lean frame and milky-pale complexion suggested a faintly supple insinuation of illness, but his ready, watchful, alert eyes struck her with such force that she had to catch her breath.

  As he met her helpless gaze with unsmiling, incorrigible implacability, Rayna felt racked with confusion; her pulse raced wildly, her palms moistened, and she felt she would faint. Desperate to restore equilibrium, she clutched at her chest as an inchoate spasm of intolerable expectation swept over her.

  Who was he?

  Much as she pondered this question later, Rayna could never reconcile her immediate, avidly visceral conviction of dread and anticipation with the man’s generally unprepossessing appearance.  It is true enough that he was conspicuously overdressed. At a party in which most of the men wore jeans, shorts, and T-shirts, he was clad in a jacketed suit, an odd enough wardrobe choice for even a formal gathering, given the sweltering August weather.

  Yet when she first caught sight of him, this man of indeterminate age—he could have been anywhere between thirty and fifty—she found herself caught up in the most earnest, penetrating gaze she’d ever had to endure from another person. He saw her, really saw her, in a manner nobody in her life ever had before. It was more than a little disconcerting, yet not totally unexpected; it even felt familiar, as if she had in fact already been mercilessly scrutinized by his gray-blue eyes many times already, by those wide, extraordinary eyes which seemed to be pleading intensely for something, pleading even as they held forth with an imperious, implacable will that seemed able to burn to cinders all that they gazed upon, should they aim to do so…

  And then, after the shock waves had pummeled her for an eternal-seeming moment, they suddenly dissipated into the smoke-soaked air of the crowded house, when the man turned his gaze elsewhere and exited the room. Equilibrium was recovered with astonishing rapidity, yet Rayna felt so exhausted, so… exposed by this electrifying instant of intimacy, that she could barely respond when her friend Sara called to her a moment later; she heard her friend’s voice only faintly, as one might discern the distant distress call of a sinking ship.

  Presently, Rayna managed to snap out of her frightful reverie, regaining what others had long found to be her nearly preternatural state of self-possession. But thoughts of this fiery-eyed, ashen-faced man lingered in her mind. She pondered anew the riddle of his presence: Just who was this creature, and what was he doing at this party, of all places?

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  Rayna Kisley wasn’t naturally disposed to shyness, and though her sweet, modest nature would have been too embarrassed to admit this openly, she knew that being blond and beautiful, and possessed of a nearly perfect set of shiny white teeth, tended to dispel social anxieties which may otherwise have cropped up in the consciousness of an eighteen-year-old girl. When you’re a lovely young woman, the world is essentially at your command. But when your brains are equal to your beauty, you learn early on that the power you wield ought not be abused, both for conscience’s sake and in the interest of prudence. Taking overt advantage of your beauty to obtain personal gain is both unkind and unwise, though only the brainiest of beauties grasp this. For her part, Rayna was smart, if not precisely brilliant. Still, her intuitive grasp of the ambiguities of reality, including the darker aspects of the human condition, was insightful indeed. She saw, readily enough, the “skull beneath the skin,” yet somehow avoided the corresponding morbidity such a perspective would typically engender in one’s mind.

  Perhaps it was mere youthful exuberance, but possibly her overall state of contentment—even in the face of what ought to have been a propensity to sadness, but somehow avoided being so—was due to some more auspicious quality: a quality whereby satisfaction takes the paradoxical form of yearning; that is to say, where one essentially already comfortably bathes in the rays of joy, yet wishes to draw ever closer to the source of this light, sensing that the dangers of such proximity would be greatly outweighed by the benefits, since that which would certainly sear one’s flesh might well also set one’s soul aflame with bliss. So the fulfillment fuels the hunt, and the taste stimulates the craving.

  For most of her young life, Rayna had been aware of a dull ache creeping ever more insidiously into the solid core of her contentment. It was strange to know oneself as happy—for what reason did she have not to be happy?—and yet at the same time to be aware that she lacked some feature crucial to the obtainment of full-bodied fulfillment. She could never figure out what she wished to have more of, or how she could at once be so happy, and yet so conspicuously aware of such a distressing lack of this ingredient, whatever it was, which she knew must necessarily be added to one’s life in order for happiness to gain a true foothold over her being.

  Ever aware as she was of this puzzling circumstance, Rayna’s teenage years had passed like a dazzling mystery: beautiful and sinister, familiar and strange. She knew she had everything, yet also couldn’t escape the awareness that she truly possessed nothing. Cognizant of this latter truth, she never spoke it.  Had she tried to share this insight, it simply wouldn’t have made sense to anyone. Neither Rayna’s friends—who at once looked up to her and bitterly envied her, with the simultaneous awed idolization and peevish regard of which only young girls are so uniquely capable of holding towards others of their own kind—nor her family would have been able to make head or tail of such an observation, nor could she have managed to articulate it properly, had she even attempted to do so. To them, she was simply a lucky, lovely, blessed, and beautiful girl, with every rightful claim to glory, in this life and the next.

  Indeed, Rayna came from a devout family, and had been raised up in the tenets of the Catholic church. She attended Mass every Sunday, and regularly frequented Young Life events at her school. For her, religion was a high-minded and solemn affair, an earnest and rightful thing that she took quite seriously, to the point of compulsiveness. She badly wanted to please God, and feared lest He find her wanting. This isn’t to say that Rayna was what some would unkindly call a “fanatic” when it came to matters of faith.

  Instead, it would best be said that she felt an acute sensitivity to a kind of perceived propriety, which she envisaged with keen alacrity. God, she was aware, watched her at all times, but His eternal eye was especially vigilantly trained upon her when she reclined in the church pew with her family. The Everlasting knew what was on her mind at all times, and Rayna blushed to think of it, since she often entertained notions that would shock most people who believed they really knew her. 

  Yet, these features of her mindset aside, it would in fact not be fair to say that Rayna’s religious perspective was either naïve or overtly superstitious. One would never mistake her for the sort of person who sees the Blessed Virgin Mary in a bowl of spaghetti, or who keeps herself up at night fretting over whether her last confession had truly been valid, since she may have forgotten to spill some obscure venial sin or other to the priest, thus flinging all prospects of grace out of the window. A free spirit who didn’t get caught up in distressing technicalities—if, as the saying goes, “the Devil is in the details,” then surely God would sort out these pesky little demonic trifles and kindly cover a multitude of miniscule misdeeds—Rayna nevertheless remained always cognizant of her unworthiness, and was thus painfully afflicted with a never-ceasing apprehension of her Creator’s eternal vigilance. 

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

ANNOUNCING THE RELEASE OF THE CURTSY: part 1!

                                                                     

I am very pleased to announce the release of my work The Curtsy, Part 1: Golden Girl Thwarted through New Romantic Press. It is now available for purchase on Kindle and in paperback.

The Curtsy is a novel that is being released in serialized form, with two additional volumes to follow.
It is an ambitious work, in which my goal is to restore literacy to the form of romantic fiction, to rescue it from the altogether tawdry muck in which it currently dwells, and give it the sense of sublimity it once had... while still remaining "hot" and "sexy," of course!

The Curtsy is a meditation on the meaning of submission, both in human relationships and on spiritual matters... It has been described as "Fifty Shades of Grey rewritten by Jane Austen."

If you like your romance with a better vocabulary, a more refined wit, and a sharper sense of mordant melancholy than can be found among the standard-issue contemporary "bodice ripper," then The Curtsy may just be the book for you! Your humble author asks most supplicatingly-- one might say, "submissively"-- for you to give it a try, O master reader...

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

EVE AND THE NEPHITE: AN LDS HISTORICAL ROMANCE

                                                                  


I am pleased to announce the publication of my first novella, entitled Eve and the Nephite. You can now purchase it on Amazon Kindle for a mere 99 cents!

This work is based in part on a legend in Latter-Day Saint folklore, which I have always found fascinating: the notion of the “Three Nephites,” men from the Book of Mormon period of history who, it is believed, still live and walk the earth to this day, having been blessed, or perhaps cursed, by their Heavenly Father with eternal life in the mortal realm.

Part of the motivation for this story for me stems from the idea that we may, in fact-- as Iago enigmatically claims in Shakespeare’s Othello-- not truly be who we seemingly are. Perhaps, that is, an essential part of our identity is kept hidden from us, until we are ready to know it.

Go to Amazon to find out more about Eve and the Nephite, and if it looks interesting (or "interesting enough for only a buck"), purchase it, so you may "Take up and read!"



"TAKE UP AND READ!" INTRODUCING REGINA WINEWATER, NEW ROMANTIC AUTHOR


                                                       
"Then romance entered the world, and all of our troubles began..."
                                                            


“Take up and read!” –Heard by St. Augustine while deep in agonized prayer, as revealed in his spiritual autobiography, The Confessions


“I heard you making patterns rhyme
  Like some new romantic looking for the TV sound
  You’ll see I’m right some other time.”
                                             --Duran Duran, “Planet Earth”


I don't wish to dwell too much on my identity, because I'm a big believer that the tale is far more interesting than the teller, and that the latter really needs to get out of the way, putting herself aside so that the former can truly spring to life. For our purposes, however, let me reveal just a few things about myself: I am a devoutly religious wife and mother living in Winnipeg, Canada. I have worked for years in the field of education, and have long held aspirations of becoming a published author. 

Until now, most of my writing has been done in furtive journal entries and occasional "letters to the editor," which I have undertaken whenever I am able to catch a breather from the hectic events of my day-to-day life. In the last year or so, however, I have found a surge of inspiration, which I can only attribute to the Author of all inspiration. May He always bless my writing, and may my writing always strive to glorify Him.

I am interested in writing about the intersection of love and faith. Like many women, I am drawn to the romance genre. However, I am largely dissatisfied with the general trends one finds in this field today. If mainstream romance is glutted with novels that are lurid and trashy (and to my mind, hardly "sexy" at all), the species of "Christian" romance goes to the opposite extreme, being largely bland and bloodless in its depiction of the interactions of men and women. Moreover, as many people wiser and more learned than me have observed, a conspicuous “dumbing down” process has occurred among the general populace, leading to a diminishment in the literary quality of novels generally. Lovers of romantic literature used to have magnificent works like Wuthering Heights and Jane Eyre to read, but now Fifty Shades of Grey, and others of its ilk, are the new, unfortunate norm.


My aim in writing is to restore blood to the bland, faith to the tawdry, and depth to the shallow. If you are looking for romantic works depicting the intense viscerality of carnal desire, the unbearable anguish of spiritual suffering, the unspeakable joy of gracious redemption, and the exquisite literacy of our magnificent English language, then I invite you to “take up and read” my work!